autokaddish

multiple plagues · nameless
interval pledged · wretched
barrie of the gate of nothingness
the winter we needed
perilous traps · rattle
initiation into nothingness
belief in gauze · fossick
the blankness girds · early
mansions & palaces of nothingness

"You can't hold it in your hand. There is no form to it, only a gossamer idea made of warm calm that will find its way into your blood. It never stays for long, of course, but it will be there when you need it, and you will."